Assalamualaikum and Salam 1 Malaysia
to be best person i need to change myself. first and foremost, i am not really sure i can share my thought and feeling to someone or somebody. but, when i keep everything in my heart,i can't control my self for the future. it is not mean that i can become crazy or what,but i will be unspoken person because i feel that i can't believe everybody in my life.
so, to built my confidence level again, i must be outspoken person where i can tell what i like and what i dislike about something. i also must voice out my feelings and my thought so i can be confident.i realize that i have change a lot before i came here and after i came here. for the previous moment, i can stand in front of all student in my school and handle some programme without raise a problem in my speech. but now it not same at all.
I REALLY HATED MY SELF NOW. I WANT PREVIOUS RABIHAH!!!!!!
2 comments:
me too,..want back previous azianida.. but , time cannot to previous..(btul ke grammar aku ni? haha).. sabar je la bieha.. mse x leh dtukar , tp manusia dan tindakan boleh diubah,.. aku pun sebenarnye bukan ok sgt kat sini, aku rindu sgt diri aku yg dulu kt skola.. mgkin kita perlukan masa disini,.. at least ko de roomate yg menggoda tu, dan aku yg comel ni,.. he2,.. kwn2 ko pun byk yg bek2 kan.. lau de pape aku ade telinga tuk berikan pada ko,.. u can trust me! (dengan muke yg serius).. lau aku de wat salah kat ko aku minta maaf ek (sob, sob T-T) Kdg2 aku sje2 nak begurau,.. mane taw ko amek ati ke kan.. huhu
no hal nida. actually aku susah nak percaya orang ni sebab takut nanti sakit hati...tp kadang -kadang ak boleh je on dengan sesiapa punn. maybe ikut mood la. bila fikir balik siapa kita kat bumi allah ni, sedar lah bahawa aku ada pencipta yang sentiasa menanti aku mencariNya
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